Wednesday, July 22, 2020

MISC "TANGIBLE PROPERTY" MOMS ESTATE JUNE 3 2020

MISC "TANGIBLE PROPERTY" MOMS ESTATE 
REMOVED FROM 4936 INNSBRUCK DR JUNE 3RD 2020

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Sunday, April 12, 2020

RECONILIATION PATIENCE TRUST FAMILY VALUES

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cusblues@aol.com, fotofriend@comcast.net, fotofriend@aol.com, Hoosierhorsenut@gmail.com, patricia_r_Lindsay@yahoo.com, patricia_r_lindsay@comcast.net, Plindsay721@gmail.com, 
Pattil1961@comcast.net,  


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HAPPY EASTER 2020
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RERUN:
AARP.ORG
ALLEN COUNTY COUNCIL ON AGING
AGING & IN-HOME SERVICES
HOME VISITING NURSE HOSPICE( GRIEF COUNSELING)
A PLACE FOR MOM
CHECK THEM OUT-
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this a sincere asking my two sisters to please stop & dismiss with prejudice their lawsuits; no illegal intent; & to tell my two sisters Im sorry; I apologige & ask thir foregiveness & make a fresh start- to restore our fractured family
Hi Julie
Its your brother David
I was driving past St Charles Church the other day- & they had one of those electronic signs- with the word RECONCILIATION
thats the new term for "CONFESSION; AND FORGIVENESS OF SINS BY JESUS"

I FORGIVE YOU- for over reactin; or both of us frequently "mis- communicating about issues- You had said in your Deposition- well- I wasnt there; I wasnt living there at the time- so I dont know
FOR THE RECORD- IM NOT PLAYING" GOTCHA"-
 Im just trying to work thihgs out between YOU; PATTI & MYSELF  to save us all TWO MORE MONTHS OF LEGAL EXPENSES-  that could all be better spent in not "Lawyer welfare"- etc
my attorney; your attorneys; star banks attorneys; the courts the judges; the clerk of the court; all their staffers
that we are EMPLOYING-

EXAMPLES: BOBILYA & BONAHOOM- 4 lawyers & 4 paralegals/staff
you have seen my lawyers office-BOYER & BOYERso you know that one

Beckman & Lawson employ 16 lawyers & 21 staffers- paralegals secretaries; phone operators

multiply all that by 250- 260 bucks an hour
well-

Im suggesting we ALL should reduce the overhead; eliminate all the "middle men" and just make up our minds we can ALL GET ALONG & PLAY NICE

PLEASE DONT BE SO PUSHY- about everything here at the house-
Im not going to go off selling off anything- It will all be there RIGHT WHERE MOM PLACED IT
I WAS LOOKING AROUND THE HOUSE THE OTHER DAY& ITS ALLL IN ITS OWN ORGANIZED PLACES-

just let me have some time & space to RESET my mind
Imagine How MOM   coped with losing DAD?
imagine how your mind would be or patti's if you two ever lost dan or jeff-
death is inevitable for us all-
its no fun- its just the circle of life-
i lived with mom for 14 years- i year with dad; then the rest with MOM- We both helped each other out after dad's early death
20 years growing up here- then 3 years in the navy- then a few more years herein fort wayne; then 3 yrs at Ohio State- then I moved back here- almost as many years as MOM & DAD lived together-
anyway- id like a little respect for being MOMS "HELPER"- that was her word for what i did-
well-
like I said- this is a rerun- Many of the things written here were written 3? 4 years ago?
Im tired of WAR with YOU- I just want to get on with my life- Invest my money; fixxer upper the house; start a smal business; work a couple jobs- keep busy-
well- thats the end of the FRESH CONTENT
HAPPY EASTER- 2020
well-
all I want is to be left alone for a while- find myself- find my life; start a new one after MOM-
Organize the house; clean up a few things ; fix a few things-
I wont list everything here- to keep it simple-
Fortunately- I was the one who had no other distractions- family; full time jobs; boyfriends etc; HORSE RIDING EVENTS ETC?
 MOM was "sufficiently happy" with the care & convenience I attended to her-
Id say My MOM received the best personal care & attention a Son could give; but I dont want to argueor nit pick

 Im sorry I wasnt a better brother; and I apologize and Im asking you to Please forgive me-- Being a CHRISTIAN- includes FORGIVENESS;

I FORGIVE YOU TWO WOMEN- for alll the things that have transpired since Moms death in November 2017
ALMOST TWO YEARS HAVE PASSED

PLEASE ASK YOUR ATTORNIES- TO MOTION TO DISMISS YOUR CASES- WITH PREJUDICE

THE "DEFAMATION CASE- which has two sides or interpretation to that one; or at the least- a large misunderstanding OR TWO SIDES TO THE STORIES- THAT ARE QUESTIONABLE?

and you & Patti's WILL CONTEST-
I think our mutual deposition testimonies- have pretty much laid out the facts-
MOM DIVIDED UP HR WILL/ESTATE DISTRIBUTION-
because YOU& Jeff are "Independently wealthy" & hardly NEED any more money
MOM geve you an IRA for 85,000 dollars- which YOU should Convey to Patti- thats 170,000
and /or buy patti a hefty annuity

Patti & DAN DIXON- earn im estimating 55,000 welders wages; and Patti earns 12- 15 000 bucks a year- KROGER PAYS SUPERMARKET WORKERS 10- 12 BUCKS AN HOUR- & theyboth have SOCIAL SECURITY  WAGES & HEALTH INSURANCE- IM ASSUMING?
AND DAVID?
well- 24-7- 365- as Moms HELPER; and Companion- for 13 years- well- Mom made her distribution of SOLE PERSONAL REPRESENTATIVE & DESIGNATED SOLE HEIR &  everythng she woned- real estate; personal property; Stifel investment portfolio; 100 shares of franklin- ( which i sold for a tidy 5,000 profit); and PNC BANK ACCOUNTS
 s Payment; gratitude for a job well done- my good & faitful servant-

Its nothing about what we used to joke about "well Mother always loved you beest- the old Smothers Brothers comedy schtick-

MOM made a good judgement call of where she wanted her money ETC- to go
MOM selectd me- because I have no distractions; & Mom wanted me to grow her FINANCIAL GARDEN; and make Philanthropic donations in her name to her favorite charities-
donating some of the interest ; re- investing the principle; and keeping HER LEGACY FUND INTACT

YES- THERE WAS PLENTY OF THINGS MOM & ME TALKED ABOUT- INCLUDING HOW THE IRISH; ENGLISH; FRENCH; GERMANS- ALL PASSED THEIR KINGDOMS OR QUEENDOMS TO THEIR FIRST BORN SON- CROWN PRINCE-
EXAMPLE- the QUEEN OF ENGLAND; AND PRINCE CHARLES-
I wwould joke with MOM- YES YOUR HIGHNESS- when she wanted something done

MOM TOLD ME TO BE NICE & BENEVOLENT TOWARDS YOU & PATTI- BUT THAT ALSO DIDNT MEAN HANDING OUT CASH FROM THE ROYAL TREASURY whenever someoe asked  either

WHAT IM TRYING TO DO- IS TO OBEY OUR MOTHERS WILL & PROVISIONS & INSTRUCTIONS-
Because- whats the point of a WILL- if its not worth the papewr its printed on; or if it can be bought sold bartered or negotiated away?
MOM DID EVERYTHING THE PROBATE LAWS SAID- A PROPER LAWYER; PROPER SIGNATURES; PROPER LEGAL WITNESSES; ETC
THIS IS WHAT SHE WANTED- & IM NOT GOING TO DISOBEY; DISRESPECT; OR DISHONOR HER FINAL WISHES

MOM & i HAD A GREAT NORMAL LOVING MOTHER- SON RELATIONSHIP; FRIENDSHIP; HOUSEMATES-
A MOTHER KNOWS HER OFFSPRING THE BEST; AND MOM ESPECIALLY DIDNT WANT HER WILL SUBVERTED OVERTURNED; OR NULLIFIED BY A PACK OF SHARK LAWYERS- HIRED BY YOU TWO  crying FOUL! UNFAIR; ETC

SO-YOU TWO ARE JUST GOING TO HAVE TO TRUST ME  of having MOMS wishes & intentions fulfilled
Im being totallly neutral here:and maybe after a couple years of PEACEFUL CO- EXISTENCE
we can all get along?
AS FOR  your relentless "distribution of Assets; etc- so called small; valuable "knick- knacks- Id like to be able on my own to do my own versin of ANTIQUES ROADSHOW" and have some local Art appraisers; etc- give some estimates?
would that be too much TO ASK-
ill be dead sme day anyway- so whats the hurry?

as for MOM & DAD'S RECORD COLLECTION-   its just fine where it is- for now- its like money in the bank- increasing in value-
After I get organized here & settled in; I can either snap some cover photos- of whats here;
and find out the values-

and not to seem like a DICK- Thomas Fickken can buy his own TABLE SAW-
I just heard of an OAK TREE WOOD SHOP- UP YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD- LIMA ROAD huntertown?
Menards; Lowes; Home Dpot; Mill Supply ( near speedway drive & ley road-
HARBOR FREIGHT- all have very nice new very affordable table saws & portable ones suitable for Habitat for humanity builds or such
CRAFTSMAN STILL MAKES TABLE SAWS AS WELL

sorry - something Im not willing to part with & besides- it needs repaired; a new one is cheaper

Id enjoy donating or selling Dads RR trains someday - to the 765- FORT WAYNE HISTORICAL RR SOCIETY.

MOM ALSO  talked about donating many of her "knick- knacks"- to ART LINK; FORT WAYNE MUSEUM OF ART; AND ARTS UNITED-
 MOM wanted her clothse- the average ones- to go the local convents; and the nicer ones sold at fancy consignment shops

Id like to take that silver coffee pot- to a local plating shop & see how much it would cost to clean it up ( and other silver also- and have it appraised- again- antiques road show

as for Mom's furniture- not anytime soon- but Indiana Preservationist; historical society- they are always shopping for nice old furniture

Im willing to part with YOUR sewing machine dont have a van to take it anywhere- Ive saved up some peanut cans to put the accessories into
ditto for the 4 poster bed
the aqua chair in the Office- is a nice old chair that was reupholstered several years ago-
in TEAM ROACH AQUA COLORS
 there is 3 wicker chairs by the back bay window- You can take those
and the white metal chairs- in the back yard too-MY "CAPTAIN AMERICA CHAIRS  metal ones- NO-

yOU CAN ALSO  take the front porch METAL GLIDER ; and clean it up&  so on-
DARS PATIO FURNITURE  is selling nice cushions & theres a place out by BAER FIELD  that has frequent sales-
OH- THE WOOD COUCH in the basement- YOU can have- once I clear a path to get it up & out of the house

NOT TO BE A DICK- but  I will pick who comes into the house to remove the various furniture pieces- not this week; not next month- except the items out side-
You can even have the kitchen nook table if you buy me a suitable replacement- lots of antique furniture shops around town

See- im not a a- hole like you keep saying
and speaking of A- HOLE- I DIDNT WANT MY LAST WORDS TO YOU TO BE A SAILOR-ESQUE' STRING OF PROFANITIES
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NOT TO SEEM SUPERFICIAL-
I LOVE PATTI; I LOVE YOU JULIE- I WAS MOMS HELPER & FED YOU YOUR BABY BOTTLES OFTEN
MY FACEBOOK PAGE- HAS A PHOTO- IM GUESSING YOUR LESS THAN 6 MONTHS- OR SO; PATTI WOULD BE 3 1/2 YRS OLD- & THAT WOULD MAKE ME 5 1/2 YRS OLD

After all the recent events- you can forgive me for not feeling especially "familial"?

and just needing some time away; free time- to rest & recuperate from You & Patti's & Witmers sht storm?

See- im not a a- hole like you keep saying
and speaking of A- HOLE- I DIDNT WANT MY LAST WORDS TO YOU TO BE A SAILOR-ESQUE' STRING OF PROFANITIES
SO-
NOT TO SEEM SUPERFICIAL-
I LOVE PATTI; I LOVE YOU JULIE- I WAS MOMS HELPER & FED YOU YOUR BABY BOTTLES OFTEN
And Patti's Helper when she needed help as well

SO- CONSIDER THIS A RECONCILIATION; A CLEAN SLATE; AND AGAIN- CUTTING THE OVERHEAD; AND MIDDLE MEN

SOME SORT OF SIMPLE JOINT STIPULATION SHOULD DO THE FIX-
 something simple- we the undersigned- all agree to dismiss with prejudice verified petitions- ( defamation)( will contest)
ASAP
that petitioners shall pay all costs incurred by david c roach- my attorney legal fees; and all subsequent to FEB 2018 fees & expenses-
STAR BANK ATTORNEYS FEES; BANK MANAGEMENT FEES: and costs incurred from the otheer miscellaneous hearings
related to WEIGMANNS INVENTORYS- AND WEIGMANNS FEES TOO_ the reason- was I was trying to keep our house hold goods private- I disclosed the monies:three inventories?
One was to uphold keeping armed police entering my home with out any criminal searh warratns- just a civil court order- armed cop- to remove a "substantial amount of cash I legally acquired via my moters power of attorney- which was intended to pay any legal feeshealth care expenses emergencies; purchase a adequate ANNUITY & INVESTMENTS' but mostly- if the CASH INST IN YOUR HANDS & THEY REMOVE IT FROM YOU UNDER THREAT OF EVICTION; HOMELESS BY ARMED SHERIFFS; ETC- well- again- PRINCIPLE, DUDE

AND SOME TITLE OF 4936 iNNSBRUCK DRIVE- CONVEYED BACK TO ME VIA EITHER STAR BANK PERSONAL REPRESENTATIVE TITLE; OR A QUIT CLAIM DEED CONVEYING 4936 iNNSBRUCK DRIVE
ALL INVESTMENTS; CASH; PERSONAL POSSESSIONS
 RESTORING ME BACK TO FEB2018
PLUS13 % INTEREST FEE- (6. PER YR; )- WHICH my STIFEL PORTFOLIO; & PNC INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS WOULD HAVE GROWN

LAST-THE USUAL; TYPICAL; TRADITIONAL COMPENSATORY DAMAGES
AND "EXTRAORDINARY DAMAGES/ EXPENSES

PATTI & JULIE PAY FOR THEIR OWN LEGAL FEES- AS THEY WERE THE PARTIES INITIATING THIS PROCEEDING

THE FACTS & COMPARATIVE DEPOSITION TESTIMONY CLEARLY SHOW  that there was only one legal signed will; that Julie tried to pressure my mother to sign a blank draft ; locking Patti & julie into "a 3rd a 3rd a 3rd; to Davids disadvantage & my mothers desires & there is NO SUBSEQUENT WILLother than THE MAY 2017 WILL SIGNED BY MY MOTHER; WITNESSED BY ATTORNEY RONALD K GEHRING; AND NOTARIZED BY HIS SECRETARY PATTI ( I DONT RECAL HER LAST NAME
INDIAN WILLS ARE "SELF PROVING"
 there is no evidence my mother was uder the influence of any illegal "psychedlic" or otherwise DELETIOUS TO JUDGEMENT;

mY MTHER WAS OF SOUND MIND-  not subject to any guardianship; conservatorship adjudicated mentally incompetent; nor institutionalized
I was my mothers personal chauffer; taxi driver- for two reasons- NUMBER ONE- WHY RISK ANYTHING- IF WE GET KILLED TOGETHER IN A CAR WRECK; SOIT GOES- and One of Mom's friends- Betty Harris was killed in a car crash & another at the same time- cindy French- was severally injured
Woth al the stupid drivers- again- why risk i? AND MOM ENJOYED HAVING HER FIRST BORN ONLY SON- AS HER PROFESSIONAL DRIVER

so- again- I just want to be "rewind" back to FEBRUARY 14TH 2018
 "like it never happened
I have suffered from head aches heart aches anxiety/panic attacks; and other stress related affictions from March 2018 until today July 3rd
NONE OF THIS HAD TO HAPPEN; No one forced my sisters to file this will contest; it was ill- advised & fool- hardy

anyway- last words if i die tomorrow or whenever
Patti - I love you
Julie I love you
Youre my only sisters Besides - I may need someone to " serve as MY HCPOA- ; Living will Executor
by the way- Its every day- woulda should coulda- Its NOT something you want to have to SIGN OFF-

I did everything my mother wanted me to- I have done nothing illegal or wrong with respect to my Mom- I loved /Love her like Jesus loved his Mother & My Mom loved My like Mary loved HER OWN SON











Again- we may disagree; but why spend all the money for more legal fees; middle men; overhead-

Speaking of better things to spend money on
Im being neutral here:
1726 Wisteria place
sheriff sale-
Superior court cause#
02d01-1803-mf-000246
JARED CROTTY
FALLS OF KEEFER CREEK
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Tuesday, December 24, 2019

NEWS ALERT!

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Hi HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
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 involved in litigation that I'm not at liberty to freely discuss  at the moment & other issues  cant comment further
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Monday, September 2, 2019

MOM & ME ANASTASIA S ROACH DAVID C ROACH 2003-2017

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MOM- 1955 SPRINGFIELD HIGH SCHOOL YEARBOOK PHOTO
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MOM &ME
 ANASTASIA S ROACH DAVID C ROACH
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MOM & ME ANASTASIA S ROACH DAVID C ROACH 2003-2017
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DAVID APPOINTED "MOM'S HELPER" THE JOB; DUTY; RESPONSIBILITY
SPRING 1965-
JULIE K ROACH 3 MONTHS OR SO
MOM - AGE 27
DAVID AGE 5
PATTI AGE 4

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MOM & ME #AnastasiaSRoach
#JulieCusick (Roach) BITING THE HAND THAT FEEDS" with #PattiLindsay (Roach)

#PattiLindsay aka #PatriciaRLindsay aka#PatriciaMLindsay aka #PLindsay aka#PatriciaRoach 
aka #PatriciaMarieRoach (left)
#JulieCusick aka #JulieKCusick aka#JulieKathleenRoach

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MOM & ME
AUGUST 15TH OR SO- 2016
MOM'S YOUNGEST GREAT-GRANDDAUGHTER 
PHOTO of #AnastasiaSRoach 
TAKEN BY David Christopher Roach David C Roach
#AnastasiaSRoach 
photo from Julie Cusick residence kitchen-
2116 Yorkridge place fort wayne 
August 19th 2016- per camera time/data stamp
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WHAT KIND OF POS'S WOULD STEAL FROM THEIR own mother? or LOOT THEIR MOTHERS ESTATE? SEEMS GREED KNOW NO BOUNDS AND THE LOVE OF MONEY TRULY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL?? OF COURSE- MY TWO SISTERS HAVE MANAGED TO CON MY MOTHER OUT OF LLKINDS OF THINGS- AND POSSESSIONS OF MINE-
THEY HAVE THEIR schpiel and its pretty boilerplate but i wont repeat it here; other than when they decide to "disappear something- POOF ITS GONE
PHOTOS JULIE REFUSES TO GIVE TO ME AND THE REST OF MOMS PHOTO ARCHIVE THAT PATTI & JULIE PROMISED TO "BORROW; COPY ; RETURN & PROVIDE ME A HARD DRIVE; TERREBYTE DRIVE; A COUPLE USB DRIVES-
SO NATURALLY I GOT MAD; AND WAGED A SOCIAL MEDIA WAR AGAINST THEM FOR STEALING FROM MY MOTHER(& FATHER) AND i DIDNT WANT THE POLICE INVOLVED BUT THEY PUSHED ME TOO FAR- AND THIS IS ALL JUST AFTER MY / OUR MOTHER DIED JUST A FEW MONTHS BEFORE-
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO? WHAT DO MOST NORMAL PEOPLE DO ? iTS NOT LIKE IM GOING TO SELL OFF MY MOTHERS PHOTOS BUT IF PATTI OR JULIE EVER GET HOLD OF THEM; ILL NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN- MOMS PHOTO ARCHIVE WILL VANISH INTO JULIES ATTIC- NEVER TO BE SEEN BY ANYBODY BUT HER EVER AGAIN-
IM A REASONABLE MAN- ITS MY TWO SISTERS ACTING IRRATIONAL HERE LIKE THEYVE LOST THEIR MINDS OR SOMETHING- ?
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AND HERES THE OTHER PHOTOS JULIE REFUSES TO PROVIDE ANY DIGITIZED COPIES OF: from my mothers Funeral- Photos of MOM & the "HOLE DAMM FAMILY" of which in digital form - I can crop out everyone except MOM- is all I care
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and  THERES A 2012 (approx) PHOTO OF MOM AT THE U-505 PLAQUE- IN THE CHICAGO MUSEUM OF SCIENCE & iNDUSTRY-
Of which MOM and her Mariner Scout Troop- from Springfield( State Capitol) were present at the dedication ceremony in SEPTEMBER 25TH 1954
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PHOTO OF THE RED FORD ESCAPE MOM BOUGHT FOR PATTI- AND I DONT KNOW IF PATTI HAS EVER REPAID MY MOM FOR THIS LOAN; AND ALL THE OTHER MONEY MOM HAD / HAS SPENT FOR PATTI-
RENT; DEPOSITS; UTILITIES; MOTOR VEHICLE REPAIRS AND GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE-
MY TWO SISTERS LAWYERS HAVE BEEN BUSY SUBPOENEAING DUCES TECUM ALL MY MOTHERS FINANCIAL RECORDS; BUT LETS GO BACK TO 2004; AND SEE HOW MUCH MONEY AND CHECKS AND CREDIT CARD CHARGES MY MOTHER HAS/ HAD WRITTEN TO PROP PATTI UP? BAIL HER OUT? ETC?
HOW MANY THOUSANDS? AND THEY ARE ACTING LIKE IM THE devil or something?
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My two sisters are behaving just as my mother predicted- and WHOKNOWS THEIR OFF SPRING THE BEST EXCEPT THEIR MOTHER? AND THATS ALSO WHY MY MOTHER DID WHAT SHE DID WHEN SHE WROTE HER ONLY LEGAL WILL; AND LEFT EVERYTHING TO ME TO MANAGE HER AFFAIRS FROM THE AFTER LIFE
MOM & i LIVED TOGETHER SO LONG - WE WERE LIKE A MARRIED COUPLE- THAT CAN FINISH EACH OTHERS SENTENCES; AWARE OF EACH OTHERS DAILY ROUTINES & MOODS; AND COULD HAVE LENGTHY CONVERSATIONS ABOUT ANYTHING & EVERYTHING;A ND WHEN WE BOTH WANTED OUT SPACE FOR A COUPLE HOURS ETC-
i WAS WITH MOM AT HER HOUSE FOR 14 YEARS- THATS A DECADE & ONE HALF-
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#AnastasiaSRoach
Mom & Dad built this house in September 1967
My Mom was 29- Dad was a few years older
mom lived here in her own home for 50 years here in Fort Wayne Until her final day- Just how she wanted to
and she left everything to me as her first born son; like they do in Europe; and all across America; and she wanted to take care of me like Ihad taken such good care of her in her older years
THANKS MOM!
we lost all our trees over the years, and now I m growing the next batch to transplant replacements. Summer shade is really nice
 — with David C Roachin Fort Wayne, Indiana.
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MOM & ME- APRIL- MAY 2010- "ARTROPOLIS" AT THE MERCHANDISE MART IN CHICAGO- LIKE A HUUUGE ANTIQUES ROADSHOW- lots of really cool old antiques and lots of newer "retro/ vintage; art deco as well-
MOM & I also went exploring- to various places her Sullivans & O'Briens lived- my ancestors-
and a few places that just happened to be sets from BATMAN- THE DARK KNIGHT TOO coincidentally- rode the ELEVATED TRAIN "EL- TRAINS"- ALL IN ALL- JAMMED A LOT INTO ONE LOONG DAY
 and of course- I WAS MOM BUS TOUR "HELPER"
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I LOVE THIS PHOTO And that nylon raincoat isnt that blue- but turned out great
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ADL'S
activities of daily life- as they call it for "old folks"- our parents grandparents etc-
MOM DRESSED HERSELF; COOKED HER BREAKFAST- EGG SANDWICH; AND FEEDING HERSELF
THEN BRUSH THE TEETH; GO TO THE RESTROOM; READ THE NEWSPAPER TAKE A WALK AROUND THE CUL-DE SAC; VISIT WITH WHOMEVER IS OUT; THEN BACK TO THE HOUSE FOR A QUICK NAP
Kidney disease or any terminal illness will drain your energy-
 THEN MOM would make lunch; Id be back with adaily NEW YORK TIMES FROM THE IPFW NEWS STAND; and MOM would enjoy the afternoon reading whatever her favorite sections and interesting articles-
AFTERNOONS- AFTER 12  NOON; OR 1PM- WAS MOMS "PRIME TIMES"-
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MOM WAS PROUD OF ME AND LOVED ME
 IM HER FIRST BORN ONLY SON- HER LIFE LONG "HELPER" RIGHT UP TO THE END
AND OF COURSE I LOVED MY MOTHER TOO
I provided companionship; amusement entertainment; and everything my father would have done HAD HE LIVED Longer-
AND I WOULD DO A MILLION OTHER LITTLE THINGS FOR MY MOM EVERYDAY - TOO MANY TO LIST HERE- SUFFICE IT TO SAY- MOM WAS ALWAYS THE BOSS; & I WAS HER hOUSE GUEST; HOUSE WIFE; HOME MAKER;  SORT OF ROLE REVERSAL- MOM WAS ALWAYS IN CHARGE- AND I WAS GRATEFUL FOR HER TAKING ME IN
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FORT WAYNE MUSEUM OF ART GALA & AUCTION- MARCH 2016
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Mom & Me- Out Tramping around the Fort Wayne Railroad Historical Society grounds; looking at the Trains; enjoying the Open House- East of New Haven- Ryan Road & Casad Depot
#AnastasiaSRoach
 — with David C Roach at Fort Wayne Railroad Historical Society.
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MOM & ME- AT SOME WARM WEATHER FAMILY GATHERING AT THE CUSICKS
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WOW- MOM IS TINY- ONLY 5 FOOT TWO; & 105 LBS APPROX
AND IM ( WAS) 210 LBS; & 5 FOOT 10
I'M 172 LBS AFTER ALL THIS POST TRAUMATIC STRESS ; ANXIETY PANIC ATTACKS INSOMNIA LOSS OF APPETITE; FROM ALL THIS LEGAL CRAP MY TW SISTERS ARE PUTTING ME THROUGH BECAUSE THEY DIDNT GET THEIR WAY.
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MOM & ME AT A HOLIDAY CONCERT 2016? X-MAS SEASON- 2015?
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Mom & Me
@ one of many Community Band/ Community orchestra/ Military Band/ Concerts IPFW Rhinehart Music Center

Mom & Me had lots of fun at these various concerts exp "Stars & Stripes Forever; Military Anthem medley; & other Patriotic or classical & POP music-
Moms friends - her husband is a musician- so we would always sit with her-
- I was the "door step Taxi Driver; park in the STIX; & Mom & me would then walk out to the car together-

Looks like we're having fun?!
 — with#AnastasiaSRoach and David Christopher Roach atPurdue FW Rhinehart Music Center.

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LAST TWO PHOTOS OF MOM: WE WERE BOTH SITTING ON THE FRONT PORCH; IN OUR TWO RESPECTIVE"THRONES"; AND THE SUNLIGHT WAS SHINING ON MOM JUST PERFECT-
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MOM WOULD ALWAYS SMILE & STRIKE A POSE FOR THE CAMERA
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MOM & ME
ENJOYING THE LATE AFTERNOON SUNSHINE
SEPT 2017
#AnastasiaSRoach
#DavidCRoach
#DavidChristopherRoach
 — with David Christopher Roach in Fort Wayne, Indiana.

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 I was enjoying my own happy hour- a cocktail & a cheap cigar. after 3-4 hours of yardwork
whew- time to take a break; enjoy some idle chatter w2ith MOM; see what she wants for dinner before we go in & cook- 
Mom looks like shes happy

Mom & I had a great relationship- in-home aging in place 50 YEARS- to that day sept 2017lot was sold & house was built in 1967-

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MID -OCTOBER - 2017( APPROX)
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LATE SUMMER 2017-
TAKING A BREAK- FROM MOWING THE NEIGHBORS YARD- TO SHOW MOM THEIR "ROSE-BUD"- iVE ALWAYS THOUGHT THOSE TWO TONE ROSES ARE COOL
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MOM HAD ANOTHER SKIN CANCER TREATMENT ON HER FOREHEAD AGAIN
79 YEAR OLD LITTLE OLD LADY- ALIVE & KICKING
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SAME ROSE BUSH- AN EARLIER YEAR:
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SEPTEMBER 10TH 2017- LAKE WAWASEE
MY TWO SISTERS ALLEGED BACK IN FEBRUARY 2018 THAT IN APRIL -MAY 2017 THAT MOM WAS "NEAR DEATH"- well arent we all? think about it.
MOM LOOKS PLENTY ALIVE TO ME-
CONTRADICTS THEIR ALLEGATIONS THAT MOM WAS "NEAR DEATH" AND THAT I WOULDNT LET MOM GO AnYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING TOGETHER OR ALONE
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MOM & ME
SEPTEMBER 10TH 2017-
waiting on the "boat Man"
WATCHING A FAMILY OF DUCKS SWIMMING AROUND THE DOCK
WAWASEE LAKE CRUISE NUMBER 5-
EVERY YEAR- MY MOM'S STOCKBROKER/INVESTMENT ADVISOR- WOULD HOST A DAY AWAY AT THE LAKE- A 3 HOUR CRUISE ON THE SS LILYPAD; THE FROG TAVERN IN LAKE WAWASEE-
FUN FOOD BEER OR WATER; AND FRESH AIR & SUNSHINE & A NICE LONG DRIVE UP & BACK- TO TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING; AND ENJOY THE SCENERY-
MAKES FOR A LOOONG DAY- MOM WOULD BE PRETTY TIRED AFTER 8 HOURS OUT & ABOUT FOR SURE-
one thing for sure- MOM KNEW WHO HER INVESTMENT ADVISOR WAS- i WHERE HER MONEY WAS INVESTED-

It was long days for me too- I hate us 33- its a curvy swoopy death trap; and radar trap-
- wish theyd four lane it- - make a NEW US 33- -& keep the old- like us 30 west & old 30- out west of town .
sigh-
#AnastasiaSRoach
 — with David Christopher Roachin Wawasee, Indiana.
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#AnastasiaSRoach
September 10th 2017
waiting for the lake cruise to start boarding
MOM chatting wqith two folks we met last year- I dont recall their names from year to year-
we all go our separate ways
Anyway- the weather was nice- a tad cilly- but fair & sunny with a mild breeze

A LOOONG day for MOM-
 — at S.S. Lillypad II.
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LOOKING VERY STYLISH
mom steering the ship into port
MOM was a Mariner Scout in High School in Springfield Illinois & Lake Springfield
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 Mom & I would take turns pretending to steer the SS Lily Pad- the actual wheel house "bridge" was downstairs in front at water level
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Mom's sitting waay in the back; over my Left shoulder- you can just make out her pink hat sitting low in her deck chair
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"STEAMBOAT WILLY" ( Mickey Mouse's first feature film)

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  YARRRG!
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YOURE GONNA NEED A BIGGER BOAT
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MOM & ME CHRISTMAS 2016
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MOM LOOKS & ACTS JUST FINE& HEALTHY  TO ME
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MOM & ME- CHRISTMAS 2016
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MOM & ME CHRISTMAS 2016
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MY TWO (stupid) SISTERS SEEM "MERRY"
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MOM HANGING OUT  IN THE CUSICK KITCHEN
BAR & GRILLE- I WANTED TO HELP OUT IN TH EKITCHEN- AS IVE WORKED AS A "CHEF"; COOK; KITCHEN MANAGER- BUT JULIE WOULD THROW A TANTRUM-
SO- i WAS ALWAYS SURE TO AVAIL MYSELF OF THE FREE BOOZE- LIQUOR- JUST BAR BRANDS- NEVER ENJOYED "TOP SHELF ROTGUT- ANYWAY- THE LIQUOR ALWAYS WAS PLENTIFUL AND FLOWED LIKE WATER; AND THATS HOW SO MANY FAMILIES MAKE IT THROUGH THE HOLIDAYS
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I THINK JULIE & JEFF HAVE QUITE ENOUGH CHRISTMAS ORNAMENTS FOR THEIR 10 FOOT TREE; THEY HARDLY NEED TO GLOM ONTO MY /M MOM & DAD'S X-MAS ORNAMENTS AS WELL-
FILE IN "CDH"- "COLD DEAD HANDS" LOL
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SEE HOW NICE MOM'S HAIR LOOKS? IM HER HAIR STYLIST-
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I CROPPED MY SISTER JULIE OUT OF THIS UPLOAD SO I WOULDNT HAVE TO LOOK AT HER STUPID "JESUS FREAK" T- SHIRT WHE ALWAYS MADE A POINT TO WEAR WHENEVER I WOULD BE OVER WITH MOM- JUST TO PISS ME OFF; (long story- its ablout i hate radical religious fundamentalist extremists- in general; of all denominations- its UN-AMERICAN
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MOM LOOKS NORMAL & HAPPY-
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THE HOLE DAMM FAMILY
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AROUND THE CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY- DONT KNOW EXACTLY WHEN-
OBVIOUSLY A DIFFERENT DAY- Moms red x-mas sweater-
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JANUARY 31TH 2017
MOM'S BIRTHDAY PARTY @ #DANDIXON S & #PATTILINDSAY S
HOUSE
& the rest of the HOLE DAMM family

MOM ASKED ME TO COLOR HER HAIR FOR HER SHE CHOSE THE COLOR; & I APPLIED IT FOR HER - #AMATEUR-BEAUTICIAN
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MOM HAD A NICE TIME. ME? NOT SO MUCH   lol
MOM WAS OF SOUND MIND; SANE & SOBER- NO DEMENTIA HERE TONIGHT
I AM MOM'S "TAXI DRIVER"-IT WAS DARK; RAINY; AND DOWNTOWN-
my two sisters cant be bothered -BUT i of course drove; because it was MOMS 79TH BIRTHDAY PARTY
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January 30th 2017 approx
Mom's 79th Birthday 

#AnastasiaSRoach
#DavidChristopherRoach
#DavidcRoach
David Christopher Roach
David C Roach

AT #PattiLindsay #PatriciaRLindsay #PatriciaMRoach
#DanDixon
#JulieKCusick #JulieKRoach

#1820HoaglandAve
and the rest of the whole DAM family.
Patti was in the kitchen or bathroom- Dan Dixon is the dude behind the magazine- If you compare the background in photos; you can prove easily that MOM was at Patti & Dan's

NOTE: Julie & Jeff- with Smart Phone-
plenty of other selfies etc- from this birthday party .
Julie wearing a cross? some fcking Christian SHE is- dishonoring her Mother; lying; stealing greedy hypocrite scheming etc
rogues gallery of "usual suspects"- note Pink smart phone in front of Danielle.
SMILING IN MY FACE WHILE STABBING ME IN THE BACK- WHAT A SWELL SISTER
#1820HoaglandAve
#FortWayne #Indiana
WELL WELL WELL WELL- THERE'S PATTI- part of Patti- I cropped her out-
SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO MOM!-
HI MOM! HI PATTI! she's evidently fcking with her "smart Phone"-
Smart Phone meet stupid sister. lol.
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MARCH 5TH 2017 OR APPROX-
Im guessing closer to around St Patricks day-
Julie is always busy with other thinbgs you know; but never too busy to snatch up that birthday check
$52 dollars!
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MOM & ME- MARCH 15TH 2017 OR SO
i count FOUR SMART PHONES ON THE TABLE HERE- and one in danielles hand- must have just snapped a photo of MOM
all these smart phones and all these photographs and yet- ive never seen a one of them; and neither has mom for that matter when she was alive
#AnastasiaSRoach - alleged to be "near death" by sister sitting next to MOM-
#JulieKCusick aka #JulieKRoach
#March8
#PattiLindsay aka #PatriciaRLindsay aka#PatriciaMLindsay aka #PLindsay aka#PatriciaRoach
aka #PatriciaMarieRoach (left)
#JulieCusick aka #JulieKCusick aka#JulieKathleenRoach
Mom is loving that cake.-
I didnt know little old ladies "near death " could eat cake.
the whole damm family- Julie's half-
I let MOM out of the basement cage- so she could visit when they came over- to "gather"-
#DavidCRoach #DavidChristopherRoach David Christopher Roach David C Roach
 — with David C Roach at 4936 Innsbruck Drive Fort Wayne Indiana 46835-3469 .
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Im thinking MOM had a mouthful of cake when I snapped this PIC-
feeding herself.
Mom is loving that cake.- 
I didnt know little old ladies "near death " could eat cake.
the whole damm family- Julie's half- 
I let MOM out of the basement cage- so she could visit when they came over- to "gather"-
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im joking about the "cage in the basement" of course
you would think from my two sisters - that that would be true
they have lost their minds
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YEP- THE WHOLE DAM FAMILY WAS ALLOWED TO VISIT ! IMAGINE THAT !
MOM'S HARDLY NEAR DEATH ; 
LOOKS LIKE SOUND MIND TO ME!
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APRIL 2017 #MOM&ME
FORSYTHIA'S IN BLOOM- A BIT CHILLY FOR MOM; BUT THE SOUTH END OF THE HOUSE IS ALWAYS WARMER-"MICRO-CLIMATE"
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APRIL 2017 MOM & ME- ENJOYING A SUNNY SPRING DAY !


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APRIL- MAY 2017
LAKE AVENUE COMPOST SITE  aka "the Dirt-Pile" as mom called it-
"Mom can I borrow the car?" what do you need it for"? I'm going down to the DIRT PILE and get a few buckets of compost for the yard- well that and to get out of thehouse for a while- WANT TO GO ALONG FOR THE RIDE MOM?  sure- just a minute- the "DIRT PILE- is the EASTERN END OF EAGLE MARSH- very interesting geologically and hydrologically speaking
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the SPRING FLOWERS WERE WEL INTO BLOOM AND i DUG UP SOME OF THESE WILD FLOWERS  aka WEEDS-  and they lasted a couple seasons then  gone- oh well
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NICE PHOTOS OF MOM
Then we stoped at YOUNGS GREENHOUSE- to poke around
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april- may 2017
roses are in bloom-
MOM TAUGHT ME THE "RIGHT WAY" TO CLIP ROSES-
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MOM & ME WATCHING 
" BUGS BUNNY" - BACKYARD NATURE- MID- TO LATE MAY 2017
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 POOR MOM- HER FOREHEAD IS ALL SCRRED UP FROM SKIN CANCER LASER & NITROGEN & "MOHS" SURGERIES- A LOT OF PAIN FROM SKIN CANCER
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BUGS BUNNY- LESS THAN BUGS BUNNY; MOM & ME
"Be Vewwy Quiet. I 'm hunting WABBITS-
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 MOM ALWAYS ENJOYED WATCHING THE BACKYARD NATURE-
A DOZEN OR MORE DIFFERENT SPECIES OF BIRDS; SQUIRRELS; CHIPMUNKS; RABBITS. SOMETIMES A GROUNDHOG
I'VE SEEN OPOSSUMS; RACcOONS & MOTHERS & BABIES;
EVEN A FEW DUCKS
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MOM & ME- JUNE 21 2017
she's in Walgreens- picking up some vitamins or something; im waiting out in the car with the camera- because you never know when you will spot some nice car- and PRESTO!

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I would drop MOM offat the door; and park the car & wait for her-
let MOM live independent- she could pick up her own prescriptions; hand the Pharmacist prescriptions to fill; and pay for them; and I was content & mom was too- to let me sit in the car; watch the cars go by; listen to the radio- & let MOM live as free as she could.
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MOM & ME- MID JUNE 2017- WALKING AROUND THE YARD- ENJOYING THE WARM WEATHER
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MOM LOVED TO WEAR MY FATHERS BLUE SWEATER- SHE WAS ALWAYS COLD; OR CHILLY- AND OF COURSE THE WARMTH OF MY FATHER - WELL- IT WAS A COMFORT TO HER
WE ALL HAVE OUR FAVORITE PIECE OF CLOTHING
SIDE-BAR- THAT YELLOW IRIS PLANT- WAS ORIGINALLY PLANTED IN UTICA/WHITESBORO NEW YORK; AND TRANSPLANTED ALL ACROSS AMERICA UNTIL 1967- WHEN IT WAS PLANTED HERE.
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 I AINT near death yet!
not the best photo- its 7 AM? JUNE- see clock & calendar-
MOM & ME- we're probably checking that we have all we need for the doctors office.

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Mom & Me- June 20 2017 checking out MAXIMUS- i THINK I'LL CALL MY LILY MAX..-(inside joke)-
yep- hes alive & well; and so's MOM.
funny- she looks like shes happy-

Oh alleged by my two stupid sisters- I probably let my Mom out of her cage in the basement so she could take a walk around?
nope shes alive & kicking- 5:18 PM- "Happy Hour"- in INDY 500- its when the sun passes the bleachers in the straightaway- and you get the whole track shaded- the temp drops- perfect for some extra MPH-
but in this case- a break from the heat-

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M OM mE-JULY16 2017- TOURISTS IN OUR OWN HOME TOWN- THE LASALLE INN BED & BREAKFAST-
mom & I went shopping at the thrift store; and drive around a bit- see all the 
< DOWNTOWN >
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SIGH- SHT HAPPENS i GUESS
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MOM HAD A CASE OF "SHINGLES" A FEW YEARS BEFORE- AND LEFT HER ARMS & HER ARM NERVES ALL MESSED UP-
wHEN WE WENT TO THE hOSPITAL- i HAD ALREADY BEEN WELL EXPOSED; SO i WAS ABLE TO & PREFERRED TO BE MOM'S "HELPER" IN THE isolation room- sOMETIMES- i GET SIGNS & PAINS & ITCHES - IN SPOTS HERE & THERE- SO I LIKELY CAUGHT A DOES OF SHINGLES TOO-
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 JULY 2017
PATTI'S BIRTHDAY- MADE SURE SHE WAS PRESENT TO GET THAT $56 DOLLAR BIRTHDAY CHECK- BRINGS THE "HOLE DAMM FAMILY " AGAIN
WAS NO WHERE TO BE SEEN NOR HEARD FROM FROM APRIL- MAY 2017- TILL JULY 21ST APPROX- THEN GHOSTED- VANISHED LIKE A FART IN THE WIND
AND FREE CAKE-
THEY NEVER STOPPED OVER OR CALLED OR ANYTHING- AFTER THAT-
EXCEPT ONE DAY WHEN mOM WAS GONE; AND jULIE LET HERSELF IN & TOOK WHO KNOWS WHAT?- NO BOUNDARIES-
SHE COULD HAVE STOLEN MY MOTHERS JEWLERY; OR NOT- I WILL NEVER KNOW
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JULIE WEARING THE GODDAM "JESUS FREAK T-SHIRT AGAIN; AND PATTI WEARING SOME OTHER SO CALLED CHRISTIAN T-SHIRT AGAIN
AND THOSE DAMM SMART PHONES TOO-
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MOM SMILING FOR THE CAMERA- AT LEAST SHE'S HAPPY-
#TOO-TRUSTING
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AUGUST 2017
MOM & ME
 stopped at Walgreens to pick up a prescription-
I had seen this old AMC PACER parked out in front of FAIR MUFFLER
ON STELLHORN ROAD/MAPLEWOOD PLAZA- FOR A FEW WEEKS-
"HEY MOM- LETS GO CHECK OUT THIS ODD BALL CAR ( Waynes World- Wayne & Garth drove one)
anyway- so we snapped a coupe pics of each other-
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MOM & ME- MOM ALWAYS LOVED TO GO OUT TO EAST OF NEW HAVEN- CASAD DEPOT WHENEVER THERE WAS SOMETHING INTERESTING AT THE FORT WAYNE HISTORICAL RAILROAD SOCIETY "BARN" - THIS TIME- INDIANA HISTORY TRAIN-
whenever that was
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MOM & I WENT OUT TO THE SHOOTING RANGE ONE DAY
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I'M JOKING- THATS THE QUEEN OF ENGLAND-
QUEEN ELIZABETH
MOM DIDNT LIKE FIREARMS; GUNS ETC-
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MY TWo SISTERS ALLEGE I DIDNT HAVE A VEHICLE OF MY OWN TO DRIVE?
HERE IT IS- 1979 CHEVROLET G-30 ONE TON VAN
aka "The BAT- VAN"  aka VAN-ESSA
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SMASHED FLAT; CHOPPED TO PIECES; TURNED INTO RAZOR BLADES YEARS AGO BY NOW. 
Gone but not forgotten-
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BAT-VAN
A-Team
1979 CHEVY VAN
ONE TON
5000 lbs of HAULING HORSEPOWER
Gone but not forgotten
Indiana State Police Black & Gold Paint
Flat Black Stealth- for when I'm driving under the Radar
aka VAN-ESSA
 — in Fort Wayne, Indiana.
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RIGHT UP UNTIL 2015- WHEN MOM MADE ME SCRAP IT
SO I WAS DEPENDENT ON HER FOR TRANSPORTATION
"MOM! CAN i BORROW THE CAR, pLEASE?"
Mom was happy to have that Ugly Monstrosity out of the driveway; and the  the neighborhood association too I'm sure
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